this journal is ugly. anyways, my life has so many twists and turns. i don't know how i make it out alive. i've got to do something progressive in the next few months or so to make up for all this lost time. i need to better myself. i need to better myself for me, and for kaylyn, and maybe for vince. something. something has to be done.

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this will be an open journal, but most, or almost all entries will be 'friends only'. So if you'd like to be in on everything, add me. If not, then who cares.